January 18th 2011

Im not really sure why i feel like crap alot lately. My tummy pains come and go but today i just dont feel like im in my body at all. Did that make sense????? No breakfast for me.... what went down was this. got woken up by gooey bug then showered then sat around for a few min then went out to go get eggs, look at rings (BLAH i told him i dont need/ want another one.... he doesnt listen!) Then we went to where he works to get a few things. Then went to his moms work to get a box taped up and meet his moms co workers.... then we went to the post office and then back home where i sit now. His brother called and wanted to take the couch so i made a comment saying now what am i gonna sit on and i think it made gooey bug mad cuz he called the place where he bought a new couch and they are going to pick it up. I also think hes upset with me because i didnt want to go with..... Id just take up space because im not much help anyway. I have had two cups of coffee today and half of a grape juice juice box. I dont feel much for eating i actually want to go home and curl up in my bed with my two cats...... thats so bad! I want to find a job so i can take care of a few things. In fact i got a phone call for a second interview today and i cant go because im not at home :( Anyway enough complaining. When gooey bug gets home he will be having a grilled cheese sammie and tomatoe soup im not sure if i will eat or not. then for dinner we are going to his parents for fish.... again not sure if i will eat and if i do how much. I will keep up with my coffee because its keeping me moving. anyway thanks for the one person who reads this.... at least i know at least one person cares even if i havent had the energy to read and comment on yours...... i will go over to yours now tho because im alone and have time :) Love you girl!